Encouragement

When I go to auditions, I always wear an item that I think will bring me luck. Lately, I have been given a trinket from an old friend. My dear high school chum, sent me a bracelet, out of the blue. It's silver, with small theatre mask charms. I have worn it twice. I've been cast both times.

I think that all theatre people are a wee bit superstitious. I just do what feels good. Seemed like a good sign to me. In my early days, I remember wearing a pin with the cowardly lion on it. I would wear it on the inside of my collar, so that only I could see it. It reminded me to have courage.

Last year, when I jumped back in with both feet into the auditioning game, I wore a silver necklace with a bicycle charm. Because, I thought, its just like riding a bike, you just don't forget how to do it.

I have learned to summon my own courage...with the help of God, and remembering the encouragement I have received in my life.

I have learned, by the people who have encouraged me in my art, that it is the greatest gift you can give. Especially as a student actor. I recall many times, crystal clear in my mind, being centered and calmed by an encouraging word. The validation is soooo important to young people.

Having just finished working on a high school production of BARNUM, memories of my teachers are fresh in my mind. I find myself saying things to my students that were said to me. It's kinda strange, being on the other side. I have made an effort to be encouraging, in every instance. It has been a huge learning experience, blessing, and answer to prayer to get to work with these kids. I'm very grateful.

Storms

Theres a lot of crap going on, I'm not gonna lie.

The devil is up to his usual business of stealing my joy.

But I am good

I am riding the wave of life

Ups,  downs , small victories, it's all good.

God still knows what I want, We do still communicate in case anyone was wondering. :-)

He knows and He provides

Sometimes I need to knock myself in the head to get my own attention

But His presense is never ending

I have noticed lately that my journey is mine

Only mine

I love it

It's like a ride

I wonder whats coming next