I'm not gonna say that I don't need advice. In fact, for most of my life I obsess on it. I consider it. But that doesn't mean I always follow it.
I crave opinions. I really want to know what other people think. Sometimes I hate that about myself. But even still, I use it in some way to make my own decisions. I mix it up with the things that I know have worked in the past. By nature I am a collaborator. Be it, in a professional setting in the theatre world, or in my own personal life.
My life; and I don't say this to be a "Debbie Downer" in many ways, has been challenging. It's not what I planned for myself. But one thing I have learned is you can't plan your life...really. It happens, and you have to handle the good with the bad and recognize the difference. You have to open your eyes to the good parts. Sometimes they are hard to see, but they are ALWAYS there. I have to look for them. But that, in itself is a good thing.
God knows I'm a smart cookie. He made me that way. I think He delights in seeing me figure it out as I go along. He wants me to use my brain and my intuition; both of which are gifts that He has given me.
I know that there are many people in my world who offer their thoughts. I listen. I pray. But in the end, it is me, and me alone who can come face to face with God and really discuss the reality. The only truth I hear, truly is from Him.
I have many people, who love and care about me. That, alone, is reason to be eternally grateful. I respect those who have gone before me in similar life situations. But whatever they may be, they are ot MY situations. I intend to keep trusting God and His intentions for my life. Sometimes it takes longer than I would hope. But that's okay. Waiting it out, is kind of exciting.
Living life, is a constant adventure. I intend to enjoy it. No matter what. Make the most of it and LIVE!!
